?

Log in

entries friends calendar profile JIVE It's where I write. Go there. Previous Previous Next Next
Rolly Polly Fountains of Gold - The Light Fantastic
healer1422
healer1422
Rolly Polly Fountains of Gold
I'm trying to figure out what witty way to weave my random update.

its odd because i think the sudden life sobriety, the lack of nicotine, the rhinoplasty, and burning eyeballs, and the love of a good woman have distilled my brain into a water/oil concoction of bliss and fortune so strong i can almost touch it.

so where does this all leave me? how does my sudden clarity of life bring me closer to the mountaintop i have chased for too many years? is this just another false path i have started down?

the doubts follow one step behind. a life of wearing my heart on my sleeve has left me tired of throwing all them chicks in one basket. at 28 and im a bitter old man yelling gad dummit at life on my lawn.

the funny thing is, none of this seems the same. its a pure, driven feeling that is unlike anything i have ever dealt with. its like taking a deep breath of cold, winter air. a biting, shimmering draw so brisk you can taste the ice on it. so strong you feel it in your toes.

i dont know how to take it
5 trips or Trip up the Light Fantastic
Comments
knightofstyx From: knightofstyx Date: February 6th, 2007 03:12 pm (UTC) (Link)
Take it with a grain of salt. Call me pessimistic, but life will throw you a curve eventually.
healer1422 From: healer1422 Date: February 6th, 2007 03:32 pm (UTC) (Link)
trust me, not all of that was good things. my new nose attests to it.
knightofstyx From: knightofstyx Date: February 7th, 2007 04:56 am (UTC) (Link)
eeeew
From: (Anonymous) Date: February 22nd, 2007 04:15 pm (UTC) (Link)

its me

there is nothing for you to doubt anymore....i will be home soon.
From: (Anonymous) Date: February 22nd, 2007 04:38 pm (UTC) (Link)
It is a bit of a let down that after everything that i have given you.....which is all of me, you still don't believe that I will be there soon...I have a booked ticket...i have been looking for jobs and getting everything here in order to leave my life and everything i know all behind. I couldn't be happier with the move that I am about to make and don't you forget it. I do this because i love you with every fiber of my being. You are the man that i want to grow old with. If you don't see that I am here for the long run then you're as good as blind. I love you. I love you. I love you. Open your eyes, Healer....I'm here. I'm not gonna wax poetic about the "doubts following you one step behind." That's something that happens to us all. You can choose keep looking back over your shoulder at the bastard doubts that follow you, but realize that you're going to miss everything that the path ahead has to offer you. Keep it up and you WILL BE that grumpy old man yelling "dug gum mit" at life because you let it sweep by... Let's do this baby. I am ready to start our life. It's time to quit looking back.
5 trips or Trip up the Light Fantastic